But, I would also like to do more machine learning. I think this is going to be a big area of growth, and I would like to get into it. I do think there's a fair bit of FOMO (Fear Of Missing Out) on this one, but it also looks like a high-demand skill in the near future that I don't want to be left behind on.
And, in addition to all of that, I am still trying to learn game programming. I have swayed back and forth on whether to keep working at this for years. I have also had a lot of trouble picking which engine to use, and, in general, just had a lot of trouble really getting started. This is in large part due to my inability to focus on the same thing for more than a couple weeks at a time. I still want to do this, but I also feel like I need to be getting better at my job-specific skills, too.
This leads to a lot of internal pressure, which often leaves me feeling paralyzed concerning what I should learn next or what I should be focusing on. And think this all stems from a complete lack of a plan on my part.
So, here's the plan. My focus for this year is becoming a more confident full-stack developer. I want to be reasonably confident that I could take a design and an app idea, develop the front- and back-end for that app, then deploy it out to production. Right now, I don't feel confident about my ability to do that, mostly in the front of the front-end area. As such, there are a few technologies I am trying to focus on this year:
- HTML and CSS
- Serverless deployment
- Kotlin for back-end work
- Functional Programming
With this list in hand - or, computer rather - I know what I should or should not be focusing on at any given time. If it's on the list, good. Otherwise, ignore for now. I still need to prioritize this list, but scoping everything I am interested in down this list is such a big help. I understand that this may still be a pretty big list. But, it's a lot smaller than what I started with, so I'm at least moving in the right direction.
How I'll Ignore the Noise
Right now, I have a few main sources of noise:
- Email Newsletters (seriously, my current count is more than two dozen)
- The people around me talking about the cool things they do
The first two are easy. I found a good site-blocking extension for my browser to stop me from going to Codrops, and I have filtered all of those newsletters into their own folders in my email so they stop popping up on my phone.
That last one is difficult, though. I work with some amazing people who all work on these great projects. My only real plan here is to put my current focus up somewhere in my workspace and keep looking at it to keep myself on track. If anyone has a good suggestion for this, I would be glad to hear it.
My main goal for this article was to explain some of my thought processes to help myself and hopefully someone else dealing with this kind of internal presssure. My secondary goal was to force myself to be very public about the thing I am going to focus on for the next month. That thing is building React applications with an emphasis on using hooks. I plan to work on this until the end of May. That is what I am trying to stick to, and I'll report back, hopefully with links to cool apps I've built, at the end of May.